How are you today?
So yeah~ I just feel like sharing my life my work without MY (i.e my very own laptop) today.
Well, to those yang really do know me since my UNI years, I am practically living with my laptop. Between a phone and laptop? LAPTOP without a doubt.
Because if I’m at home, I’ll shove the phone into my drawer whereby I will keep my laptop practically by my side.
So yeppp — laptop is my LIFE.
Just so you know, my laptop is SUPER old. Like almost 10 years old if I’m not mistaken. I started using it when I was in UNI and it’s been 6 or 7 years since I left Uni so yeah, my lappy is 10 years old.
Since it’s SUPER old, the screen has turned yellowish and it hurts my eyes especially if I need to stare at the screen for a very long period of time. It’s still working well it’s just for working ; it’s not that very helpful.
Now, using my baby bro’s laptop (since he got himself a desktop and the laptop is living under his bed) for a while ( May Allah bless him, insyaAllah).
Yeah. It’s not my laptop and it’s kind of feel weird working using other people’s laptop. Like living in someone’s home and you don’t feel you belong there. That’s the kind of feeling I’m having now. Deep down in my heart I scream to have my own laptop, unfortunately I’m not having the luxury of working on a laptop I called my own, just yet.
Putting those feeling of uneasiness aside, I had to put my head straight and focus on the big thing now. I need to work because it’s my passion to serve other people in helping them losing weight healthily. I’d loveee to see more people lose weight and tell the world that I helped them (crazy, huh? Hehe).
Anyway, working without my laptop is easy nowadays since I found the beauty of icloud.com where I can grab my work in my Iphone with a few clicks. And yeah, going back and forth from one tab to another can be a hassle at times, because you can’t simply download your stuff into other people’s laptop, right? However Alhamdulillah, I still can do my work without my laptop. I am still grateful for it. Alhamdulillah.
“No excuses” has been on of my MOTTO in life where I love to solve my own problem with things in hand within my own capabilities.
THIS makes me realize that every problem has it’s own solution.
There are things that within our control and there are not. It’s all in our mind and our self attitude.
Like ; I can say that I don’t have my laptop and don’t perform well in what I do but I decide to differ. I work on our house’s desktop for months, borrowed mom’s Macbook once and now I am borrowing my brother’s unused laptop. Keyword here is : I LOOK for other desktop or laptop to work on.
Life is a choice. You can cry over the spilled milk or be grateful that you still have half a cup left to drink.
It’s all in our mind. If we shifted our focus from focusing on the problem to finding solutions to our problems, we’ll get our job done InsyaAllah. Think of “what can I do to solve this”, “what improvement can I make to make this better”. Just focus on things within your control and InsyaAllah you’ll be all fine.
Point is : I still can work without MY laptop. Hehehe.
Have a blessed day, peeps.
Stay beautiful inside and out.
Love you lots.