Assalamualaikum.
I am an introvert.
When I was little, I always feel out of place. Mingling with people is troublesome. I don’t click well with my other friends. My circle is small.
But when I reach my teens, I started to have many friends yet my circle of close friend is still small and there are times I don’t feel belong.
Then, I reach my 20s and I love meeting people with a note that I need my alone time. I just want to be alone and relax. And still enjoy meeting people. My circle of friends started to get bigger.
The enjoyment of meeting new people last for years until I am with #herbalife and as I reached my 30s, I started to scale down my circle and my circle is so small to the same number of people that I had when I was little.
I NEED MY ALONE TIME.
Perhaps, as I grow older, I feel much more comfortable in being alone and by being with my small circle of close people. I enjoy my alone time more and more. And I love the company of my cats every day.
I now have my quota of going out/being busy and once that quota is reached, I need my alone time from meeting people, from doing chores and from doing my daily tasks.
I need to sort my inner conversation, I need to compartmentalise infos, tasks, thoughts ; putting everything in order so that I feel that I am in control. During that time, I wish to being left alone, to just simply let other people take charge of things that I can delegate. For me to sort my thoughts and to put everything in order.
That’s why I need my alone time. Because it can be overwhelming when there are so many things in my plate that I feel out of control as my energy is all over the place.
I’ll read. I’ll watch drama. I’ll spaced out. I’ll be watching my cats playing among themselves. I do a lot of self care.
Some times, people are understanding of my alone time. And sometimes they don’t. And it is so frustrating when I can’t get my alone time. I can get agitated pretty much easily and I get all stressed out and totally burned out.
Complicated, right?
I know.
But it is out of my control.
It’s my personality and it makes me unique.
So yeah, it can be burdensome and interesting all at the same time.
And I am so grateful for Team Suri Kurus for being a great platform for me enjoying myself helping people with their weight at the comfort of my very own skin, in the warmth of my very own home.
As we are in the age of “everything is just at our fingertips”, helping people with their weight goal with the help of technology is so much at ease. I can schedule my working time at times that I can pour 100% of my energy . I work better. I focus better. I am enjoying myself even better now.
Everyone has their strength, and my strength is when I am being alone, working alone. I know when to focus and when to relax and enjoy my self-love moments.
Know your strength.
Enhance your strength.
Work it out.
You can do it.
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Love,
Shafa 😘